8th December 2005,
Thurs evening@ 4.45pm. Still in office. Today sort of busy, Storekeeper not around, but it's well- still can handle. Pharmacy quite hectic in December, staff complaining full bed- gonna burn down. Today one of my Pharmacist cried, don't know what happen- hope she's okie. Others said she's stressed with work, but Boey said it's personal matter. If it's work related I should have do something so that she'll be happy in work, or else she resign I'll be really sad. Tomorrow got to talk to her.
Hmm..has been a while didn't write Blog. Many things happened. Went to Ipoh last week for John's wedding. Have not been attending church service for 2 weeks, then this coming week will be having another wedding, won't able to attend church. What to do, don't know how to reject people. Huey Meng asked me to be her bridesmaid and I said yes, because she can't get others, I got to bhelp out lar...and need to do it willingly and happily. But thinking of the pass months, Nov and Dec has been fruitful month for weddings. So many weddings. Come to think about it, a little bit phobia with weddings already. Some more Jan will be Wedding Co-ordinator for Eric and Sharon's wedding. Geeee...It's too emotional, and touchy....only single people like me can understand this. After Jan, I do hope there won't be anyone to ask me plan and help on Weddings.
This morning went for Morning Prayer- 6am. A sudden move of the heart to go to church. Yeah, probably that is the knocking of Holy Spirit. Told Andrew about it, he said maybe I miss Him..."Miss" Him...yeah..some refilling of the void, that only He can fill. I like this song, it the reminder of the Everlasting care of the Father..tht will always draw His child back even tho' we fall away...that He is there, He is there, He understand, and He is there in whatever we go through.....
In my loneliness You are there
To reveal Your righteousness, in my despair
Jesus I long for You
There is no one else, no one like You
So I cry Holy, Worthy, Glory, Majesty
You reign on high
Far above all the earth
You are my God, my Lord and King
When I'm far away You are there
To draw me back again, into Your care
Jesus I long for You
There is no one else, no one like You
